Am back!

Hi ppl...

This is Susan reporting live from RA. The weather is looking good, my mood is way better today... I gotta be like chicken little "Today is a new day!"

My office is quiet, the boss is outstationed to India ("have fun there!" *wave*) for a week. I just drank a cup of milk tea (man, I can only drink a cup every week... trying to lose weight here... *frown* ppl said i look chubby...).

There is advertisement on the school in the newspaper today, that means there will be ppl calling to enquire about courses--> sales!! I am trying to pick up call faster than anybody else.. Therefor, I must not do things that take too much of my concentration... thus, am here, writing this =p

I feel nauseous.. coz am lactose intolerant n i just drank a cup of milk tea, like i mentioned above. I also dun have enough sleep.. i dunno wat am stressed about, but lately i found myself lying awake on my bed often. I used to sleep like a log within 2 min hitting the mattress, n never wake up without the sound of the alarm hitting my ear drums (even if i accidentaly awaken from sleep, i'll get back to sleep in 30sec)... now i lay awake and accidentaly awaken n cant get back to sleep!!! I woke at 6.30am this morning!! am going crazy! man.. something is really wrong with me... very soon if u guys hear me complaining that am not eating well, please give me a call n advice me to see phsychiatrist! or rather, wait till i look less chubby then start advising me.. hhauhauhau... jk lah.. nothing serious.. just cant sleep.. i love making a mountain out of a mole hill.. do u think i can start writing a book? nah...

my accountant just came down... he had a two days leave n just come back today.. maybe he will be going home at 11pm tonight... fufufufu...--> evil laughter.. so sad ah.. ppl go on leave n gotta come back n work twice or thrice harder.. he looked stressed.. my heart goes out to him... (n am still here typing away n not offering any help.. --> wat do u wan me to do? i know nuts about accounts!)I like to count my own moeny though... heuhehuehue.. even though am not that good restraining myself spending them.. yesterday I wnt to body shop.. I wanted to use my voucher.. in the end I didn't use them and stat buying 4 in one lip gloss n they gave me a bottle of lip gloss n an eye shadow. I took the blue one, I run out of the blue one for quite sometime.. I miss my creamy ones though, cant find it in the market now =(...

btw, good news ladies! Mango SALE start tommorow! good thing is I start work at 12 tommorow.. am going to mango first befor work.. pray for me that I wont spend to much... but i think its ok, I can just buy n keep for chinese new year, and also one of my friend is getting married next week.. so i will see if there is anything suitable..

do u feel tired reading my rants? hmm... maybe no one will be reading this.. if anyone do, they must be damn bored!! so let me entertain u some more-->if u r sick of my ranting already, move ur mouse to the top right hand corner, u see a red cross? click on it. bye...

if u r still reading... I got nothing else to write.. heuheuhu... k lah, let me see... hmm... ermmm... oh yah.. I just update my photos in frienster, actually those photos are quite old, but am loving them, so i thought i'll share them with u guys.. especially the one where the really small n cute me riding the pony.. hehehe.. actually i have no memory of that period, but i only know that am scared of horse... there is this one time that i actually ride on a horse to take photo, I was shaking in fear but i bravely smile... the photo turn out ugly... man.. i hate that horse...

my mom said my fear of horse start when i was really young.. our family was riding on a carriage dragged by two horse, it was on chinese new year. One of the horse suddenly go weak on the knee n start buckled down on the street.. I freaked out n cry... The chinese believe that on new year you gotta wear new set of clothing for good luck.. it turn out that one of my uncle riding in the same carriage wore an old underwear -_-" that was believed as the cause for the horse to go weak on the knee LOL!

That is the same uncle that ate my rabbit pets!!!!! I have 2 fat rabbit pets.. I went to singapore to study, telling my mom to take care of them... when i am back for holiday, I happily go to the garden to look for them.. THEY ARE GONE!!! I ask my mom where are they??? she look at me with shifty eyes... I knew something must be wrong... I cried n demand an explanation.. she finally confess that my uncle kidnapped them to make them into rabbit satay.. I have always think of him as barbarian up to today... *sniff* i miss my rabbits... The question is "did my family took part in that barbaric act??" I mean, it is impossible for my uncle to sneak into my house n to the garden n quietly sneak out of the house with two rabbit in his hand.. somebody must be conspiring with him... *shut my eyes tight* no!! I shall not believe any of my family member is involved in this barbaric act!! let me just believe that he did sneak in n out of my house.. *in a state of denial*

hmm... i have bring back bad memories.. ok now.. I have spend a long time on the journal.. i need to pack up n go for lunch.. hahaha.. i love my job...

see ya ppl... have fun... i know that some of u must also be reading this during office hour! hahaha.. am not telling ur boss... anyway... coz i dun noe who r u.. hueueuehuehuhe...

Cheers!

ps. dun ever eat rabbit! it could be my rabbit pets' extended family member...

PANLID

I found PAN LID on Saturday at bf place!

I have been hunting for it for more than a week! I finally saw it dropped out of green mushroom! I finally can go level up in peace now =) I've been wanting to kill horned mushroom for days, but the thought of "the next green mush could be carrying my panlid" and the constant reminder from my bf that green mush give panlid kept me there! On sat, we r going out for dinner, I've got an hour to play. I didn't wan to play as I've got sick of green mush! However, my bf was there killing the green mush. After less than an hour, we r supposed to wrap up n go, when we suddenly saw PANLID dropping out! I cant describe the feeling.. today am going to run about town only with my panlid at hand! (Btw, is a defence 10 panlid ^^)

Legend:
Panlid = the best form of shield a mage, bowman, or thief can ever have in Maple Story!

Korean Drama

I have found myself falling in love all over again with korean drama. At one point of my life, I stopped watching korean dramas, coz its very SLOW.. When they say "tomorrow we will do this". It took them three to four episodes before 'tomorrow' arrive. In comparison with the Hong Kong drama, when HK drama said "tomorrow we will do this", 'tomorrow' will arrive before the next advertisement! However, I actually got hooked to the latest korean drama aired in Channel U at 10pm monday n tuesday (which sadly, I have no idea wats the title after watching six episodes). I groan n grumble when I first found out that they are going to occupy the two slots for my HK drama. But now.. I am so glad that they did. muahahaha...

Anyway, one day I was busy meditating on the drama that suddenly it occur to me "hey! I watch this show before!". After a close inspection, I realise that I watched other korea drama (more than one!) with almost exactly the same plot! Here is the common characteristics in Korean Drama:

1. The couple are 'sibling', it could be they r brought up together, finally realise that the have no blood relation or in their teen, they will find out that they could be having the same father!
2. One of them will have memory loss.
3. Some other guy love the main actress and some other girl love the main actor and they are going to make life difficult for the actor.
4. Some one will be thought dead but actually they are still alive, after many years they will reappear. When they re-appear 'with their memory loss' they will be with a new partner (which will be ditched after they gain their memory n recall their past with the 'main' partner)
5. Someone will be having terminal illness, usually it is leukimia, but other form of cancer is possible.

I think thats all about it.. am bored now, going to play Maple Story... bye bye...

*PUKE*

I just came back from a hotel for breakfast. A company's guest didn't go for his breakfast during his stay here, so our accountant gave us the coupons. I went there n come back here with a strong conviction that I hate hotels.. ok not all lah... I love those good hotel lunches n high teas n dinners.. But I totally hate old hotels with carpets n curtains.... *yuck*

For some reason or another, I hate a certain carpet n curtain smell of old airplanes, coaches n hotels... but I have this strong recollection of smell when I travel.. It's difficult to explain, but the moment I detect this smell, I dun feel good..

I hate going on business trip where I have to stay in hotel. The last trip I went, I fell sick n start puking after staying there for two days... On the last working day, I feel sick n puke in hotel, puke in airplane n I puke in my dad's new car when I arrive in Jakarta... haiz... Susan... her sense of smell can make her happy at one time n can make her puke in another time..

I hate puking... but I puke ever so often when I smell unpleasant smell, when I ate too full, when I had headaches, when I sleep little, when I read or look for things in moving vehicle.

My mom once said "Susan can you stop doing that (Puking)! People would think you are pregnant!" And here is my reply "Only idiots would think I am pregnant when they see me puking for years!"

I am back...

Aww... I am back in LiveJournal!!!
Hello everybody... Here is Susan again live in LiveJournal... Hyak Hyak Hyak...
I am reporting on a monday morning in my office.. just come back from a good weekend, now have to face so many liability calls... my goodness, the principal told everybody result will be out today, but it's not out and he went on mc. So, who have to entertain students asking "is the result out?" ME!!!! I want to buy for the company an answering machine that says this "MBA result is not out yet.. The principal is on MC.. Please hang up!"
Can I? I can't, but I want to!!!

Good Morning!

Good morning! This morning is really good. I woke at 7am to get ready to go to work, I look out from the living room and was greeted with a breath-taking scene of a bright morning as the sun beautifully peeking from the cloud! I paused from my morning rush and stop to admire the scenery... the river... the tree... the cloud... the sun... ah.... such awesome scenery...
I love nature.. I love going out from home in the morning, when I wait for bus and the traffic is low, I can hear the bird chirping.. I can see bright yellow birds.. I can see the river water flowing...
Even though it took me 40min to go to office everyday, I love staying in my place...
It does not feel like I am in Singapore, the pace there is much slower. Apart from the morning rush, people there seems to be more relaxed; they walk slower, they took their time jogging on the riverside, they went fishing, they have picnics, they bring their children cycling, they walk their dogs.. ah... such heart-warming scenes...
I love to read a book in my living room, where I can look out and see the beautiful scenery. I went to read a book once on the recliner by the swimming pool when my boyfriend went swimmming.. ah... such nice feeling...
I love spending days at home... my home....
I am thankful to God for my home...
Home, such cozy word...
Awesome!

Learning

To be able to learn is one of the gifts that am most grateful for

Learning is not confined in a classroom
Learning can take place in the most unlikely place and circumstances
Learning does not have to be painful
Learning is enjoyable

I love to learn
I do not believe that ignorance is bliss
I love to understand the reason things happen
I love to be able to make things happen

I love to spend time with my loved ones
I love to go to church
I love to go to work
I love to communicate with my friends
Because by doing so I learn so many things

When I learn, I value my life more
When I learn, I enjoy my life more
When I learn, I can get the best out of life
When I realise that I have learn something, I am very satisfied

Because I want to learn, I love to read
Because I want to learn, I want to listen
Because I want to learn, I love to watch
Because I want to learn, I will observe

I want to listen and observe so that I will understand
for that I want to learn to quiet down and observe
I wish that I will succeed to learn to do so

I have recently learn a few things:
1. Whatever I experiences in the past, do not go to waste. They make me what I am today
2. Do not let go the things in my hand to pursue the things in my heart. When I am responsible and faithful to do my best with the things in my hand, they will lead me to the things in my heart. This will give me the opportunity to learn a life time.

I love... I love... I love my life....
I am grateful for the opportunity to live an abundant life

I Love Manga...

Lately, I'm so into Manga...
All I do is read Manga...

When Am waiting for bus, I read Manga
When Am waiting for mrt, I read Manga
When Am on mrt, I read Manga
When it's advertisement time on TV, I read Manga
When I go to the library, It's for Manga
When I spent money, It's to buy Manga

What would I do without MANGA? I guess, I'll do more useful things..
Do I have regrets from reading so much MANGA? I guess I don't..
Would I ever stop reading MANGA? I guess I won't..

I've been reading Manga since I was in primary 2!
I still read Manga in my secondary school!
I am an adult now, I still read Manga!

POOF!! *the dreamy susan disappear into thin air*
My thought was disrupted coz I went to do some work.. when am back to continue my writing, my mind actually went BLANK!
So, I guess that's all for the Manga thing... I need to go n chase my commission now! muahhahahaha.. am back to the REAL WORLD! do I hate it? nah... I love both my world.. the dreamy one and the real one!
I guess, my mind don't completely went blank, it's just that it switch back to the real world mode hehehhe...
Why on earth am I uttering so much rubbish? I guess, I just need to use up my 7000 words (the number of words average women need to utter every day!) and surprise surprise! about talking, am above average! >o<
Okie, this is quite enough for today! I'll post again other day when I need to use up my daily 7000++ words.. U see, when I read Manga, I don't talk! When I read a lot of Manga, I talk so much less... Hikss... It's such a pressure... (yeah.. for my boyfriend--> he got to bear with my constant ranting ) that's why I think it's necessary to use the blog to replace uttering words in speaking to typing words..
arghhh... I'll stop ranting... I will NOW!!

POOF!!! *disappear into thin air*

Dream

I dream
I dream of travelling around the world
I dream of doing many great things
I dream of not letting life pass by me
I dream of not being ordinary
I dream of not living for myself
I dream of living life, the way I want it

Dream might not come true
But am content to live my life, pursuing dreams

I dream most, of the day I look back and regret not

I belong in a fantasy world =) I know...

~You Belong In A Fantasy World!~ You long for
beautiful scenery and mystical creatures. You
often tend to want to write or dream or read.
You love the beauty and would LOVE to live in a
19th century world where people speak in old
english and live in castles. You love
simplicity in beauty such as a flower or a
tree. Our world is beautiful and people like
you keep it that way. :)